It's impossible , impossible and impossible !
Days and days , weeks and weeks but still in mind .
How hard , how easy i've tried , it'll never fade away , trust me .
Not at all a hypocrite but this is what we call life , full of challenges and memories and i'm getting bored with it .
Being tested with all kinds of things , it'll never make me feel as good as what i use to feel before .
I've tried to , never give up , don't care about the obstacles i'm facing , go with the flow .
But seems like i need more and more and more time .
I know , i know . This isn't something that people will understand , in fact you can have a veryvery bad impression on me . But some might ever went through the same thing like me . I don't know if you had a very long time to get rid of everything in just a short term .
Like i said , i'll try ~

Hellohello Tuesday !
Sorry fr not updating yesterday , went fr the Brazil Olympic team vs Singapore selection's match .
It was last minute anyway . Lucky , there's still tickets selling . Yeaaaaaaaaay ~
Thankyou Eerah fr reminding me abt this thing , or else , i won't go . Hahaha .
Right now , still waiting fr Eerah , need some more pictures from her . She owe me pictures and i owe her too !
But while waiting fr her , let's talk something about yesterday . Veryvery fun , like duh ! I'm veryvery sure the guys(idk uh) , went fr the match just to see their Starplayers . My opinion anyway (:
The Brazil's supporters very supporting seh ! Stand all the time , never tired uh ? Haha .
But good spirit anyway !
I really don't know how to explain yesterday's excitement . Got some pictures and videos with me . I'll going to post it at the next post . I'll try to post it by today . If not , tomorrow then (:
I'm not sure about the line-up fr the Brazilian team , but from what i know , Anderson , Diego , Ronaldhino played . The rest , idk . Frankly speaking , both team played veryvery well , really . Good Job fr both team even though it's a lose fr Singapore by 3 points .
Oh yeah , there's a lot of like shoutings and fightings . Overheard it anyway , Eerah and I like very scared at that point of time . Somemore it's night time , kinda , err , scary ? Haha LOLZXZXZXZ ~
Thankyou to Eerah and Family fr sending me home safe and sound . Really appreciate it (:
Back at home , took my shower then boyf called me . Talked to him fr like 20 minutes like that then i need my sleep . Eyes veryvery sleepy already =.=

Now , today .
Okay , had fun having Orienteering during PE lesson .
Veryvery tiring . Sadly , we did stucked at the Mirror checkpoint . Had a hard time finding it and see , we gt second last . But nehmind , try again next time ^^
Eh eh , know what ? I became very enthusiastic during SS lesson , i don't sleep anymore . Hahaha . I don't if in the future but really , i enjoyed it . Like i said before , i'm trying to pay fullest attention fr all subjects . I want to do well fr End Yr then no need repeat next yr then do well fr Sec 4 . Hahaha , woah , high expectation like that .
Go Dila Go Dila ! Hahaha XD
DNT was a thumbs up ! Everybody went to the workshop then do the slipper thingy . Stuffing papers inside the structure , penknife the papers and boxes , tape the slipper and destroying is veryvery fun ! I like DNT today , lucky teacher didn't scold/nag fr not completing her work but got to do it soon or else , i fail DNT . Gaaaaaahs ~
After DNT , what else ? Finish school ler . Had my lunch with Gay , uh you know her kan ? To who that don't know who's Gay , go find out alright ? (((:
Again , bought my usual Chrysanthemum tea bottle . Tell you already , i'm addicted to it ! Hahaha (:
At 2.30-4.30 pm , had SS workshop . SO FUN uh ! The dutch-chinese teacher that taught us very funny , to me uh . At least , she made the lesson interesting . In my point of view anyway . Hehehe . And she so not 65 , more like 40+ like that . Hahaha . Okay , i'm looking forward fr tmr's next workshop . Yeay yeay yeay yeay ~

Walked with Zolyn to Jelapang then at Bangkit , met sister , Ninie and Yanna (:
Yanna's adorable luh . No joke !
Then at middle of nowhere , LOLZXZXZ , we say byebye to Yanna then go home with Ninie .
Walk walk , then both of us complained about the HOTHOT weather then bought Chrysanthemum again at the vending machine . I'm sweating seh ! Pfft .

Btw , received three piece of bad news .
First , some relative of mine , passed away yesterday or this morning . Not sure of when .
Secondly , my dad's bestfriend's mother is erm , idk how to explain it . But smth to do with life and death uh .
Lastly , Hannan is getting thinner . He don't wish to eat a lot like he used to and now dad sending him to clinic to ask doctor why .
When i heard this three news , i swear i don't feel good . I hope everything's fine soon .

Okay , i think i've made up my mind , that i'm going to post the pictures and videos tmr .
Seems like Eerah can't online now . So yeah , i think i better end here luh .
Takecare then (: